Sunday, January 10, 2010
My dear called me just now and told me a news.....i totally got shocked....i cant believe is true....i can do nothing besides text or call....i wants to ask lots n lots of question from u....but i force myself not to concern about it....just cant imagine that im so cruel....EMO EMO EMO!!!!!AHhhhhhhhhhhh...................kill me GOD......what the fucking hell with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOu really freaks me out!!!!!Its really hard for me to admit that i feel insecure, i always force myself to stay tough and stand up by myself just because i doesnt want you to feel that you make me a freak!!!!!I try to cheer myself up all the time,believe that i can do it......
I SMILE, YOU SMILE........
is what You told me and~
i try to keep tis promise all the time,pushing myself to do so..........
Because i really do care for you........pls do take care yourself......
Disappeared @ Sunday, January 10, 2010 ♥